There are so many things I wish to say to you, but the fear of saying the wrong thing prevents me from saying anything at all. My mind feels repressed at the mere thought of you. A huge callus has grown around me and has covered the once soft mushy surface. You have changed me completely. My light had once flown freely, but now a prism stands in the way of it. I see you now and you seem different. Your eyes have changed. You used to be this untouchable magnificent creature, but now I have come to realize that you are just like everyone else. It was all smoke and mirrors and I fell for it. To think that I would have ever fallen for such a trick. Never again will I ever be so willing. Perhaps I have you to thank for this beautiful life lesson.
I can not pretend to know much about women, but what I do know is
that they exist. Everything else is just a mystery.